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Post by Sirius Black on Apr 14, 2006 17:21:36 GMT -5
Sirius sighed, dropping his head forwards onto Remus' shoulder. He really didn't know what he was doing wrong, and he was willing to change whatever it was. A nagging feeling told him it was probably because they had moved so fast the night before, and while it was nothing new for him to sleep with someone on the first date, Remus probably didn't have that sort of track record.
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Post by Remus J. Lupin on Apr 14, 2006 17:36:20 GMT -5
Remus was trying not to think. It would help his situation, at least temporarily. He didn’t want to start freaking out. The longer he put it off, the easier it would be. He just suspected it wouldn’t let itself be put off. He shivered, and sighed.
“I’m sorry, it’s just that this whole thing is really new, and doesn’t feel right yet.”
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Post by Sirius Black on Apr 14, 2006 17:38:38 GMT -5
"D'you want me to get off you?" Sirius mumbled into his shoulder, nuzzling up to Remus' neck. At least it wasn't anything he had done wrong, which meant it was okay. "Is there anything I can do to make it feel better?" he asked again, his head still on Remus' shoulder.
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Post by Remus J. Lupin on Apr 14, 2006 17:49:16 GMT -5
Remus nodded, looking away. He really did need Sirius to get off of him, because the contact was just another reminder. He would be fine in a couple more hours, he thought. He sighed, and wished that he could be sure, so he could tell Sirius.
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Post by Sirius Black on Apr 14, 2006 17:51:32 GMT -5
Sirius moved off of Remus, moving to sit on the edge of the bed, looking down at the floor. Maybe this was it. Maybe it wasn't going to work out after all. Maybe Remus wasn't interested in him, and thought last night had been a mistake. It would break his heart if he did, but if he knew, he could at least get on with his life. He really didn't want to ask, however, because that would be awkward, and probably just make matters worse.
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Post by Remus J. Lupin on Apr 14, 2006 17:56:51 GMT -5
“I think I’ll be fine in a few hours…” Remus murmured, looking at his hands. He looked back up at Sirius, blushing heavily. “It’s just so new I need to wrap my mind around it. This happens whenever major things happen. I just don’t deal well with new things.”
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Post by Sirius Black on Apr 14, 2006 17:59:32 GMT -5
Sirius nodded but didn't quite trust himself to answer. He understood, of course: You couldn't be best mates with someone for four years and not understand them, but he wasn't used to having to understand, so he didn't want to say anything incase he made it worse.
Finally, unable to bare the silence any more, he said: "D'you want to order breakfast up now?"
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Post by Remus J. Lupin on Apr 14, 2006 18:23:06 GMT -5
Remus nodded. “Perhaps we should go down, for now. That way there isn’t any more awkward silence.” He stood, and saw himself in the mirror. He was still a little bloody and looked very much worse for the wear.
“Better yet, you go down, I get cleaned up, and you bring something up for me.”
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Post by Sirius Black on Apr 14, 2006 18:29:45 GMT -5
Sirius nodded, left the room, and hopped down the stairs. He quickly ordered two bacon sandwhiches, ignoring the questioning stares of most of the occupants of the pub. He paid, then took the sandwhiches back upstairs. He'd forgotton his key, as usual, but he really didn't want to go downstairs and ask for anotherone when people were already wondering what he was doing upstairs with two bacon sandwhiches.
"Remus, could you open the door?" he asked after a moment, kicking the door with his foot. "I forgot my key."
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Post by Remus J. Lupin on Apr 14, 2006 18:33:36 GMT -5
Remus answered the door promptly, dripping wet from his quick shower. He was only halfway dressed, not having gotten to his shirt yet. He smiled at Sirius, and headed over to where he had dropped the shirt so he could answer the door. It took a few seconds for him to get it on, but once he was finished with that, he went over to the bed to eat there.
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Post by Sirius Black on Apr 14, 2006 19:16:40 GMT -5
Sirius nearly dropped the food when he saw Remus, still half naked from the shower, dripping wet, and looking irresistable. He gulped, moving over to the bed and setting the plates of food down. He probably shouldn't do that, because there would be crumbs all over the bed, and it would be a bugger to sleep on them. He watched Remus get dressed, then slid the plate of food over to him.
"Damn you look good with your shirt off," he said, grinning and taking a huge bite of his sandwhich.
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Post by Remus J. Lupin on Apr 14, 2006 20:29:20 GMT -5
Remus went brilliant red at Sirius’ comment. Another thing he wasn’t used to was comments on his body…especially compliments. He tried to smile at Sirius, but he ended up looking away, because he couldn’t face him. He sat, and started eating his sandwich.
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Post by Sirius Black on Apr 14, 2006 20:33:29 GMT -5
Sirius grinned at his ability to make Remus turn the most brilliant shade of red, then finished off his sandwhich, which really was very nice. He then yawned, stretched out his arms, and 'sneakily' placed an arm around Remus' shoulders, leaning his head on his shoulder.
"So, what are we going to do today then?"
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Post by Remus J. Lupin on Apr 14, 2006 20:55:23 GMT -5
Apparently the wolf had strange mood swings, because suddenly Remus had pounced Sirius, and was pinning him to the bed. He leaned down, and kissed him. When he pulled back, he growled out, “This.” And then he reached down and unzipped Sirius’ jeans.
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Post by Sirius Black on Apr 14, 2006 22:01:20 GMT -5
Sirius suddenly found himself on his back, Remus kissing him fiercly. He found the situation rather pleasant, and even more so when Remus reached down and unzipped his jean, brushing against a very sensitive spot. He let out a small moan of pleasure, arching his hips up against Remus' hand.
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